{"id":895,"date":"2009-11-21T11:47:41","date_gmt":"2009-11-21T16:47:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/?p=895"},"modified":"2009-11-21T11:47:41","modified_gmt":"2009-11-21T16:47:41","slug":"optionalmake-up-el-ic","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/archives\/895","title":{"rendered":"Optional\/Make up : EL &amp; IC"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This has been my favorite book this semester. I like the ending, although I think finding the closure is optional to the reader: and if optional, then stretch for it. On the last page, 326, I noted this word to be key: backward.<\/p>\n<p>Within the series of everything going backwards:\u00a0 Backward to the subway, backward to reading the NY Times, backward whistling, there is a profound statement that lacks this direction: He would&#8217;ve gotten into bed with me.<\/p>\n<p>Then back to backward with the stars, the talking, and then : I&#8217;d have said &#8216;Dad?&#8217; backward, which would have sounded the same as &#8216;Dad&#8217; forward. This is the only time in this backward page that forward is an option.<\/p>\n<p>After the last page of text there is a flip book. Of a man falling backward, away from the ground and back into his building. What&#8217;s important to note though is that Oskar changed this order. On pg 325, &#8220;I ripped the pages out of the book. I reversed the order, so the last one was first, and teh first was last. When I flipped through them, it looked like the man was floating up through the sky&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>So maybe Oskar has found closure. He&#8217;s ok with his Mom falling in love again at the end, so some barrier seems to have been brought down. He put his pages of &#8216;Stuff that Happened to Me&#8217; in a more hopeful order. Dad backward is Dad forward, and I feel like Oskar has finally understood his Dad to be a statement of someone he loved with fond memories that he misses, instead of Dad is no longer of a question: How did Dad die? Why did Dad say &#8216;are you there?&#8217; 11 times, etc. etc.<\/p>\n<p>Not sure. Here again I&#8217;m struggling trying to talk about this book.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway&#8230; I have my own picture of New York. My entire family lives on Long Island, so going to Manhattan is a common occurence. This is May 2001 and I am standing on Liberty Island (when people were allowed to walk up into the crown of the Statue of Liberty and see quite a view &#8211; maybe even the 6th Borough&#8230;) Behind me are the Trade Towers, and the clouds around the towers remind me of a halo&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-896\" src=\"http:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-content\/uploads\/1507471179_l.jpg\" alt=\"5\/01 Laura WTC\" width=\"512\" height=\"384\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-content\/uploads\/1507471179_l.jpg 512w, https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-content\/uploads\/1507471179_l-400x300.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 512px) 100vw, 512px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This has been my favorite book this semester. I like the ending, although I think finding the closure is optional to the reader: and if optional, then stretch for it. On the last page, 326, I noted this word to be key: backward. Within the series of everything going backwards:\u00a0 Backward to the subway, backward&hellip; <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/archives\/895\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Optional\/Make up : EL &amp; IC<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":21,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/895"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/21"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=895"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/895\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":897,"href":"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/895\/revisions\/897"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=895"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=895"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.samplereality.com\/gmu\/fall2009\/459\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=895"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}